THE POETRY OF JULIA PAUL

 

Spirit of the Lake

I know there is a God; she lives in the lake.

She is joy to the children who surrender

 

themselves completely to her.  Time dissolves

in her liquidity until mothers invade the warp

 

with appeals to come in for dinner. She is mother

to the fish who dwell in her womb and the birds

 

who suckle at her wrinkled surface. She ascends

into heaven and, because she is a loving God,

 

returns as nurturing rain. She gives herself to the artist

who sees sunlight shattered into diamonds by her force

 

and knows that the essence of God is beauty.

She invites the poet to search her depths, to make contact

 

with her secrets, which fill anyone who listens with awe.

She is caretaker of the spirit that offers itself to her

 

for healing. Her holy waters heal my wounds.

She beckons to me, her cloak shimmering

 

under the sun’s gaze. When I enter her waters, I find

blessed nothingness. I am weightless, in God’s arms.

 

How soothing she is. Everything will be all right,

she assures me, as she sends me to the surface for air.

 

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Heavenly Bodies

Sweaters and slacks

with just enough lycra

cluster on the embankment

 

in tangled trepidation. Hours

ago, when the sky was wine

stain red and the plump sun

 

dipped in the autumn waters,

the women danced

before the fire and forgot

 

the weight of the years.

Now their laughter rouses

the sleepy moon. It grins

 

in complicity and winks

as they shed their middle-aged

conventions. Obligingly,

 

the moon lays a silver path

across the lake. Each unbound

figure flies over the black

 

velvet water, clinging to the rope

swing like life itself, until  reaching

the point of no return. Unhinged

 

stars join their pearly flight,

as they soar like angels

into the night

 

A Toast To Jenny Joseph Whose Warning Is Duly Heeded

Then, I skated across the Oija Board,

New Jersey wrapped around my shoulders,

my nakedness well protected.

I had to wear something on my journey.

 

To please my mother, I put on a dress

instead of blue jeans with rainbow patches

and a peace sign stitched across the ass.

 

To please the nuns, I wore demure

blouses and cotton underwear,

instead of leather and lace.

 

Then, I cut her poem from a Reader’s

Digest and tucked it away like a secret

told by gypsies who knew my future.

 

To please my father, I bought a suit

and cloaked myself with an advanced

degree, instead of with robes of flowing

verse carried by sherpas up misty

mountain paths.

 

To please my children, I wore layers

of convention, stitched from mother

shadow and myth, instead of  garlands

woven in golden car-less meadows.

 

Now, I retrieve her poem, as wrinkled

as I am, its tongue held by a paper clip,

lost and then found in drawers

of disappointment and pockets of dreams;

places where the gypsies knew I would find

it again and revel in its permission.

 

Now, ancient witches and goddesses

raise tea cups of brandy to the poet

and spill laughter like confetti.

They are dressed in purple outfits

with red hats that don’t go

or suit them and so, at last, am I.

 

 

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