Then, I skated across the Oija Board,
New Jersey wrapped around my shoulders,
my nakedness well protected.
I had to wear something on my journey.
To please my mother, I put on a dress
instead of blue jeans with rainbow patches
and a peace sign stitched across the ass.
To please the nuns, I wore demure
blouses and cotton underwear,
instead of leather and lace.
Then, I cut her poem from a Reader’s
Digest and tucked it away like a secret
told by gypsies who knew my future.
To please my father, I bought a suit
and cloaked myself with an advanced
degree, instead of with robes of flowing
verse carried by sherpas up misty
mountain paths.
To please my children, I wore layers
of convention, stitched from mother
shadow and myth, instead of garlands
woven in golden car-less meadows.
Now, I retrieve her poem, as wrinkled
as I am, its tongue held by a paper clip,
lost and then found in drawers
of disappointment and pockets of dreams;
places where the gypsies knew I would find
it again and revel in its permission.
Now, ancient witches and goddesses
raise tea cups of brandy to the poet
and spill laughter like confetti.
They are dressed in purple outfits
with red hats that don’t go
or suit them and so, at last, am I.